Thursday, October 22, 2015

Museum Visit-The Cartoon Museum

http://cartoonmuseum.org/

This visit was actually a happy accident, which in  itself is inspirational to me.
My plan for the day was to visit the British Museum, so I alighted at Holborn & followed the signs until I was hopelessly lost. First, I found a wonderful academic magic shop, not like the gimmicky ones, it a shop dedicated to the academic study of witchcraft, Wicca, Hellenism, Heathenism, Buddhism & various other doctrines (not enough Kemeticism for my taste but still wonderful). For some reason, I found myself talking about my life to the woman on the desk. She was very tolerant but I'm sure she was happy when I left. I am like Bridget Jones in the respect that I am prone to bouts of verbal diarrhea (that can't be the right spelling, I swear it's longer... dammit Yank-Blogger!) so I hope the lady wasn't too uncomfortable. I am truly sorry to everyone I have ever bothered with information they weren't interested in. I can be everso self-indulgent, it's something I'm working on. After all, if I want to make films that other people are interested in watching, I need to make them with audience in mind.
So, after I left the magic bibliothek, I once again embarked to find the British Museum. I really wanted to go, as the museum exhibits some gorgeous statues of my pantheon, so it is a very moving experience for me to stand in front of my Gods like that. I remember last time I went, there was a great statue of the Fearsome Lady Sekhmet & I was excitedly telling anyone who would listen the story of Ra sending Sekhmet to punish the humans for not worshipping, but She became blood-crazed & ate too many people. The resourceful Ra filled the Nile with beer & cochineal, so She thought it was a river of blood & promptly drank it dry & fell down in a drunken stupor. It was then that She was transfigured into the Blessed Lady Hethert (Hathor), goddess of love & tenderness. This feminine duality of war machine vs caring lover/mother is a fascinating aspect of ancient Kemetic culture. It is one of my dreams to create pieces of film which portray the great Egyptian mythological tales in a way which is both entertaining for non-Kemetics & devotional & holy for Kemetics.
THAT was not the point of the story. See what I mean about self-indulgent?
So, after much clueless wandering, I found the Cartoon Museum, a tiny treasure-trove tucked away in a corner. It really is small.Of course, size is not the main thing, 'tis what one does with it, & the Cartoon Museum is doing its best.
It was a curious little place full of old political cartoons from days before I was born, so a lot of it was lost of me, but some of the old adventure comics made me think of my favourite [adult swim] cartoon series. For anyone unfamiliar with [as] early output, the majority of the founding shows consisted of archive-Saturday Morning children's cartoons remixed & repurposed as surreal & satirical comedy for adults. I am referring here to classics such as Space Ghost Coast To Coast (made from SatAM show Space Ghost), The Brak Show (based on a villain from the Space Ghost original series), Harvey Birdman: Attorney At Law (based on Birdman & The Galaxy Trio, partial inspiration for Birdman, the film), Aqua Teen Hunger Force (an almost nightmarishly strange send-up of children's capitalist mascots), Sealab 2021 (based on Sealab 2020, a children's environmental adventure cartoon) & a few others.These are some of my all-time favourite programmes & [as] is a company I would love to write & develop shows for one day, so looking at all these fairly obscure comic characters (such as Dan Dare, Jackie & The Wild Boys, Laura & The Legend of Hadley House & more) made me think of how wonderful it would be to reintroduce this kind of era of heroism with a satirical modern slant. Hardly original, I know, but I am passionate about old [as] content, so it struck a chord with me. Mike Milne showed us in a Contemporary Industry Practice lecture that only 1 in 10 of the top box office films of last year were based on original properties, which is telling of the popularity & profitability of tried & tested formulae.

5 Photo Self-Portrait

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwNDUPjhVxI "I can't find myself now, 'cause I've lost a sense of everything, in just days in Berlin"- Spiral69, Berlin
 Me in costume as Evan Sabahnur from Wolverine & The X-Men. Cosplay is one of my main hobbies & my favourite way to make new friends.
This photo says a lot about me. The pout is the symbol of Millenial Selfie-Culture; the raised hand displaying my correct pronouns illustrates my gender & the trouble I have with people mistaking me for a girl; the stickers are from the anime & manga series Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, which shows how I struggle to differentiate between my interests & my identity...
 I am proud of this image, despite the fact that it is not necessarily flattering, as this shows one of the best weekends of my life. I went to Germany in July to see my favourite band, The Beauty of Gemina, playing at a festival in the Teutobergerwald. I became very ill from the heat & nearly had to go to hospital, but I made the paramedics leave me as I'd come all the way to Germany to see the band, I wasn't about to let crippling chest pain keep me away from them. I met them afterwards & the lead singer, Michael Sele, recognised me from a previous show. This made me feel like I mattered & gave me hope for the future, when I will direct some music videos for them. That's one of my goals.
Finalment, me asleep on Fudge. Fudge & I have been companions for 9 years so we are comfortable falling asleep together. Moving to London has been difficult for me as I have been missing my pets achingly. I hope I can make them proud.

Technical probelms more like techMEcal problems...

Why must everything I touch turn to ash?
I made a spangly new wordpress blog for my BA film production, now it appears to have corrupted. I'm not going to make excuses as nobody wants to hear that, so I thought I'd repurpose my A-Level film blog since I know I can operate it without blowing something up. So I'm having to re-do all my posts as they have all been lost. Bah. So, dearest lecturers, if you are reading this: I am so sorry. I'm not going to make excuses or expect leniency; I know it's just not good enough. I am more disappointed in myself than you ever could be with me, so please bear with. Also: my pronouns are they/them, so if you could all try to stop using she/her for me, that would help me get out of bed in the morning & curb attacks of dysphoria which seriously impede my abilities as a student. I respect you wholeheartedly, if you could do this one thing for me, it would mean more to me than you can ever know (maybe you can know, I don't know)
So, yeah. New start. I am a disappointment & currently having an anxiety attack. Welp.

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Aims & Context

Genre
Length
References: Warhol for candids, Anger for episodes, Wong Kar Wai
Target audience
theme: Paranoiacs in love

Delusional, distorted personalities & the way they interact with the world